Sonntag, November 06, 2005

Alright Physics, you win....this round...

I have submitted to the fact that I am very sick and/or dying. Okay I accept that. I have sumbitted to the fact my doctor may have to put me on anti-axeity meds to control my stress levels (yeah this is what happens to overachieving science majors). I wish I didn't have to take any medications but if it gets rid of the migraines, it's worth a shot. I also submitted to the fact I will have to quit one of my job for next semester so my life will not be a living nightmare.

And now I finally sumbited to the fact that I am failing physics and will have to retake it anyway.
Apparently it was a play..."This is why I am failing physics"? Weird. So yes, I will retake Calc based Physics 2 for Engineers for the third time.

On one hand, I don't want to, I just want to be done with phsyics and not have to buy another set of textbooks.

On the other hand, I can study up during winter break, actually understand the material, and maybe get an A in Physics. This will be a bitch to explain to grad school and for applying for internships since my GPA is going to take a major hit. Well actually not too bad even the worse case senerio of all B is my other classes and an F in Physics it lands at an 2.8. Thank god for being a 5-year senior with lots of credits to take the blow.

With course forgiveness it will replace whatever horrible grade I get in Physics from this semester with whatever I get when I've retaken it.

And if I just back out now, I can conncentrate on my other classes which need my desperate attention right now. I have an exam on Thursday (I ended up having to cancel going on the field trip with 8th graders because I am so sick...dang!). I have lots of projects due for both my GIS classes and reading/abstracts to do.

Plus I can save myself from looking paler than a goth kid. I look like death warmed over. Blah...
Attractive huh?

Okay, bedtime for me. The room is starting to spin (took Night Quil to knock me out).

Current Music: "Kichijoji" - Fishboy
Current Mood: Icky, but opptomistic.

1 Kommentar:

Londyn hat gesagt…

I don't ever recall telling people to take less pain meds when in pain. You're talking to the girl who advocates alternating tylenol and ibuprofen every 2 hours if in severe pain... I dislike day of the dead, I don't do morbid holidays, I get stressed out over the happy ones enough. I dno't mind the Charmin bears, but I don't watch TV I just see them on the packaging and they remind me of the good old days where I read Berenstein Bears and played Treasure Mountain and didn't strive to be perfect. A mongoose for condoms... wouldn't a snake be better? Have you seen the ads for the female vibrating ring? Crazy stuff I tell you. "Mark my words, someday they'll advrtise toilet paper on tv." -- My grandfather. Fucking school is such a pain in the ass. I'm sorry about Physics. Last but not least: GET BETTER DAMMIT!!!!!!!