So I woke up at 4am this morning...um....kinda unable to really breathe.

I know, that's really bad. I tried to prop myself up but I was gasping for air. When they gave me morphine in the ER, my throat had started to tighten but drinking water helped. I took few sips of water but it didn't help all that much. I was breathing but not very deeply. I sat in bed wondering what would happen if I ended up in the hospital cause of all this (like if turned out I had pneumonia or something). Who would come visit me and how bad is hospital food really when compared to the dinning halls?

I decided to stand up and walk around a bit. I walked down the hallway to the bathroom, the hallway smelled like cigarette smoke (thanks to the girl down the hall) and that made my throat even more irritated. I came back to my room and decided to just sit up for a bit and check e-mails.

My breathing is still fairly shallow but better than it was.

Don't worry, I am seeing the doctor this afternoon. And if I do ever end up in the hospital, visit me and bring sunflowers. ;) Oh! And coloring books with crayons. Well you don't have to bring anything, just visit damnit!