FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Well okay I thought I was okay... won't be able to graduate this December but rather in the summer... have my Geology major, my music business certificate... do time out program at Boulder for Spring, enroll at UCD and do my last three music biz classes at Denver as well as Paleontology which I need to graduate, one last crit thinking course over the summer... wheeh done....

Well it turns out the last class I would need for Music Business Certificate isn't offered in the Spring. Fuck me. I would have to wait till Fall 2007 to finish. Great, a 7th fucking year senior.

And I am still not getting better. Fuck.
Oh and I got an apology from my ex. It was a letter in my box this morning. I really don't have the energy to deal with it right now.

I am just really frustrated right now. I am going to try to go to the gym tomorrow and lift weights, I need to get some aggression/frustration out. Hopefully I feel well enough to go. I need it.

This whatever it is.. "sickness" has been slowly wearing my optimism down.