Friend for sale

So once again I was ditched by my 'friends' at the station. I am not sure why, maybe I misread the situation but yeah, luckily Amy talked to me on the phone and still loves me.

I've been feeling a great loneliness lately, no one calls me (with the exception of Amy), no one wants to hang out, everybody is just doing their own thing and I guess forgetting that I exsist. I talk to one preson on IM on a pretty regular basis, and the one night that I wish they were here to just to talk... they are not signed on.

As a social vampire, it's a hard blow to be neglected. It has sent me into a bit of a lull/depression, I've been trying to cheer myself up but it's not really working. I am also overworked and stressed and these two combine to make a sort of vague apathy and a slight hope that maybe tomorrow will be better. I smile, I laugh, but I found that the past few days those moments only come from humorous online conversations and a dog that I only will see for a week.

So if anyone is looking for a friend, slightly used, enjoys activities that require little or no money, will travel... let me know. I need to hang out with someone, even if it just watching TV in this empty house.

For now I am going to lay on a very comfy bed and hope Fern (the dog) will be up for a walk to the park in the morning before breakfast.