This song describes my mood so perfectly right now.
I wish that I was beautiful for you
I wish that I inspired tiny fireworks inside the way you do
so delicately made
prayer left unprayed
before the morning sky fades...up to blue
and I wish I was beautiful for you
I wish that somehow I could find a pill
for a quick fix modern tonic
that would change me with one swallow
I would kill...watch folks line up to pay
stare at me all day
but I'd turn them all away...if that be thy will
one tiny inoculous pill
But a wish is just a pin...in swimming pool of needles
If for one night you need the room
I wish to be your tune
You can lie in me
Is it possible I have other thing you need
But to be worthy to be a single page out of those magazines you read
as glossy as a mirror
and mirrors never lie..they are difficult on the eyes
it's true
and I wish I was beautiful for you
I dreamed that were traveling on a bus
speeding along an unnamed plane towards somewhere or nowhere there was us
our hands lay useless on our laps
like beetles on their backs
we came to a stretch of road where a fire
had burnt the edges all along it looked as though the hi-way wore a line in
you kissed me by surprise
and when I opened my eyes
you turn into some old guy
I screamed
but don't forget of all these things I've only dreamed...
If for one night you need the room
I can be your tune
You can lie in me
"I wish I were beautiful for you" by Darren Hanlon
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You are beautiful, and anyone who doesn't see that is clearly blind. Tiny fireworks typically lead to a letdown. And if there is a pill that will change you, I would be hard pressed not to destroy it. You are you and "you" is (are) wonderful. I am sorry things are looking so shitty right now. And I know (I know!) that it's not really any help, but there are people in this world who see your beauty and love you for you. And it is lousy when the people we want to see it don't, but then you have to ask yourself, "What's wrong with that person that he can't see it?" Maybe it's all a bunch of pheremones and chemical reactions and whatnot, but on that slim chance that we have souls and etc I earnestly think (despite all my whining) that it is better to wait for a soul connection based on honesty than to want to change yourself for someone else.
If you need anything, you know where to find me.
Steppi you are an amazing, beautiful, smart, wonderful woman and like Londyn said, anyone who can't see that they are clearly blind. Right now I have "I would rather have a bottle in front of me than have a frontal lobotomy" playing. :) You have the most eclectic and awesome music collection, a great sense of style and you are proud of who you are. No one can tell you what to wear or what to do, you are yourself and that is an amazing quality to have. Even if there was a a"pill" to change you wouldn't want to, you are you and that is it. You don't need to be anyone but that. I wish I could be out there with you right now so I could be with you, but soon with xmas coming. I hope things get better out there. I love you Steppi and you will always be an amazing, talented, hot woman that I will always hold a high respect for. *hugs*
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