*ugh*

I am crushing hardcore. It makes me nervous and slightly depressed. I am falling for Matt and can't do a damn thing about it cause I am too shy. It's to the point where I can't think of things to say...I just freeze up and then what does come out of my mouth is stupid. I bet even if he does like me I am totally turning him off or whatever.

Mein computers sind kaput. (woot for bad german I try to string together!) My desktop is dead dead. My laptop is flaky and could randomly shut down before I finish the post. Oh and my Ipod is freaking out (the computer won't recognize it and vis versa).

Two hard exams next week, barely studied.

I think my emotional state with the crush is really fucking me over (I am happy I have a crush, I am sad I have crush, I am nervous I have a crush, I am estatic I have a crush, etc.). I've been tempted to just kiss him and see what happens. But then there is the shy thing again...





shit. fuck. goddamn.

will post about going to the movie with Matt and et al. when I get time.