Rainy Bluebells 
I know I've been bitching way too much on my blog. It's been some really rather depressing and frustrating past few days.
I am feeling a bit better today. It's lightly raining and very pretty in Boulder. I am enjoying a bit of dreary, coolish weather now and again, it's a nice change. I am playings lots of heartfelt slowish songs for a rainy morning. Even Balkan Beat Box seems perfect right now.
I finished the mix CD, I will post the cover art maybe sometime this afternoon or tomorrow when I have the whole thing finished.
It is true that whatever mood you are in truly refelects your art, this is very true whenever I DJ or make a mix CD or listen to music. The music reflects my mood and my mood reflects my music. But I can always listen to a song and it'll change my mood completely. For example right now I am playing Glass Candy (poppy electronica) and it makes me want to dance and makes me feel happier. Their song "Iko Iko" made me laugh because it is a cover a schoolyard song I used to sing growing up. ("My grandma and your grandma, sitting by a fire...")
Matt apologized for missing the movie. He stopped by my room and I was in a very foul mood. I barely talked to him, I wasn't feeling very socialable. I wasn't really mad at him or anything, it was many other things that were stressing me out and putting me in a bad mood.
I typically have three patterns of behaviour at any given time when it comes to socialization:
Outgoing....
this is my usual mood, like my gay Matty (now living in Idaho) this is when I am talkitive social butterfly. I tend to crave socialization.
Shy....
I will become randomly shy and very quiet or sometimes in groups I will be very shy, it depends. I can bounce back and forth between outgoing and shy, shyness comes in bursts.
Hermit....
I think this pattern of behaviour developed while I was living in Australia and then later going to CU-Denver. I had to find my own way, do my own thing, so I became this independent and sometimes anti-social creature. I usually become a hermit when I need to get things done or sometimes I just don't want to be social. I sometimes become very aggitated when I go from social to hermit.
I've been bouncing back forth between these moods lately. Please don't get offended if I haven't been the sweetest peice of cake lately.
Current Music: Death Cab for Cutie's new album "Plans"
I know I've been bitching way too much on my blog. It's been some really rather depressing and frustrating past few days.
I am feeling a bit better today. It's lightly raining and very pretty in Boulder. I am enjoying a bit of dreary, coolish weather now and again, it's a nice change. I am playings lots of heartfelt slowish songs for a rainy morning. Even Balkan Beat Box seems perfect right now.
I finished the mix CD, I will post the cover art maybe sometime this afternoon or tomorrow when I have the whole thing finished.
It is true that whatever mood you are in truly refelects your art, this is very true whenever I DJ or make a mix CD or listen to music. The music reflects my mood and my mood reflects my music. But I can always listen to a song and it'll change my mood completely. For example right now I am playing Glass Candy (poppy electronica) and it makes me want to dance and makes me feel happier. Their song "Iko Iko" made me laugh because it is a cover a schoolyard song I used to sing growing up. ("My grandma and your grandma, sitting by a fire...")
Matt apologized for missing the movie. He stopped by my room and I was in a very foul mood. I barely talked to him, I wasn't feeling very socialable. I wasn't really mad at him or anything, it was many other things that were stressing me out and putting me in a bad mood.
I typically have three patterns of behaviour at any given time when it comes to socialization:
Outgoing....
this is my usual mood, like my gay Matty (now living in Idaho) this is when I am talkitive social butterfly. I tend to crave socialization.
Shy....
I will become randomly shy and very quiet or sometimes in groups I will be very shy, it depends. I can bounce back and forth between outgoing and shy, shyness comes in bursts.
Hermit....
I think this pattern of behaviour developed while I was living in Australia and then later going to CU-Denver. I had to find my own way, do my own thing, so I became this independent and sometimes anti-social creature. I usually become a hermit when I need to get things done or sometimes I just don't want to be social. I sometimes become very aggitated when I go from social to hermit.
I've been bouncing back forth between these moods lately. Please don't get offended if I haven't been the sweetest peice of cake lately.
Current Music: Death Cab for Cutie's new album "Plans"
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