Dienstag, September 14, 2004

BEST FEELING EVER!

Okay so on Sunday I was riding the Hop, going to Target, playing with my GPS unit to see if I could find another Geocache along the route...as I get on the bus and I see Loki. Loki says Hi and introduces me to this cute girl sitting and it dawns on me...this is his girlfriend.
And then the most amazing thing happened...I didn't have a bitty crush anymore. It wasn't just the fact it that I just met his girlf or anything (I am sorta assuming she was) but yeah...it must of fizzled a while ago and I just didn't notice. Rock on!

The best part is when it dawned on me that I am fucking adorable all the time (have a few self-esteem issues or should I say....did) and that I don't have a crush on anyone!! I have to say, not having a crush on anyone is one of the best feelings ever. Totally. And I am dead serious when I say it....absolutely no crushes right now and I a going to try and keep it that way. I want a guy to crush on me not vis versa.

Ah non-l'amour :)

And today was fabulous cause I really started to get things back together in my life, the past few days felt like I was scattered in a million pieces doing far too many things at once. So I am going to bed...getting up early, etc.

1 Kommentar:

Amesie hat gesagt…

Yay! I am so glad that you are feeling happy and well sorted. Evenly layerd perhaps? Like pretty sediments? hehe! I made a geology reference! It may have been a stretch, but I am tired, so that is as good as it gets right now. ;)
Love you!