Complicated as *bleep*.

So alot has happened since I last posted. I've been wanting to post but I haven't been sure where to start.

Let's start with school. It blows.
Now moving on....
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Alright I'll explain, I think I am failing two of my hardest classes which has me a little distressed but I am going to try everything in my might to pass damnit! I had two exams, one in Physics and one in Structure, neither went well....at all.
Next semester, NO science.

So boys, this seems to be the other topic of my blog so why not keep the tradition up.

Let's see last I left you, Tom and I had watched Return of the Jedi ad he mentioned hanging out on Sunday. I talked to him Sunday evening and we decided to get together and watch Colorful and some Mouse. He and his roommates picked me up and we stopped by the store to pick up some "girly drinks" since me and Tom's rommate Mike aren't Key Light fans (which was all they had at their house).

We went to Tom's house, which is a really cool house. They have a cute dog named Rosie, she is adorable. Bit like Amy's dog Jip. Tom has a Pachinco Machine (yep, the Japanese pinball, kinda machine). So he got it running so I could play it. It is a really cool machine.

We drank a bit, watched the crazy trip that is Colorful, and then we watched one episode of Mouse. At this point the boys were saying that Mouse was too much T&A for the night....which I didn't not expect to hear. We also watched an episode of Ping Pong Club, which is just friggen bizzare as well. I was a little tipsy but I started to get a headache from the sugar and alcohol (and crazy bright anime), so I took it easy and drank sme water.

We played a bit of DDR as well. Turns out the boys are total addicts. Tom is really good at DDR. I did crap because I haven't played that much and still had the effects of a bit of alcohol in my system. Although they do have the new mix with Junior Senior's Move Your Feet, which I did a bit better at. I invited them to play Halo with me sometime since I might be able to beat them at it. :)

Then we just talked for the longest time. Our conversation went over the craziest topics but it was really fun. Tom's rommates Mike and Josh are really cool guys. I got at 4am. The Tom and I talked online until 8am.

It was a really great time talking to him online, we just asked eachother questions and talked about whatever. I love that he is as curious as I am about eachother. So in the course of our conversation, Tom said that I am "a very attractive chick." We talked more about it and as it turns out we are both attracted to eachother and both like eachother. One little thing though, there is something or someone in NYC that is preventing him from taking things further with me. I honestly think it is a girlfriend but he has said nothing to confirm or deny it. I kinda like the mystery aroud it. I am not upset that he has a girlfriend or jealous or anything, just indifferent. I am happy he is happy and that he like to spend time with me and wants to do all these things. Right now he'll be in NYC till Tuesday, I can't wait till he gets back.

The question is, where does this put me with Ben? Well I don't know. I am going to continue seeing where things go with both Ben and Tom. I saw Ben last night at the 1190 meeting. And honestly I have no idea what I feel right now with Ben. It's all up in the air.

Rachel sent me a postcard from Spain. It is so bizzare and I love it. I may have to scan it and post it here.